Taylor
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I always imagined what it would be like to love someone. Ever since I was little I would say dream about who I would love. I felt love my whole life, but never the kind I feel for you. I never knew love was so many things. So many emotions. Like you could sit in silence and still feel what the other was feeling. You don’t even have to be in the same state to feel each other. You don’t know love until you’ve hurt for that person. Until you physically can feel pain because they’ve broken your heart. You will get your heart broken. Even when you stay with that person, it will happen. They hurt you and you hurt them. But it’s a matter of if you break it you buy it. You have to put the pieces back together and it might not fit perfectly but you made it your own work of art. You cared enough to cut yourself on the jagged edges of pain to piece back what you broke. Love is not perfect and if you think it is you’re wrong. It’s painful, it’s a lot of work and it’s never easy. But it’s beautiful, it makes you feel something, it’s worth every bad moment. To look the person you love in the eye and know that you’re the only one they see. to be held so tightly and feel so warm wrapped in love. Life will never be perfect but with love it will seem close to. I love someone and it makes me whole. I can be my own person without them but I’m not the person I want to be. He makes me better, kinder, and look at things in a different perspective. Love isn’t finding someone you can live with, it’s finding someone you can’t live without. I wouldn’t give the heart ache I’ve felt for this man for anything in the world. Piece of me are everywhere, and I find pieces of him wherever I am.
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You’re my fucking weakness. I don’t want to be so dependent on someone who could leave but I am. It’s scares the shit out of me. I’m scared. Of the person I love. How can someone you’ve known not even half your life drive you this insane? How do you live without someone you weren’t born into? Why can’t you get rid of that feeling?
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You don’t fucking know what it’s like to really miss someone’s until they are taken from you. Until there’s nothing left to hold or talk to or look at. You have no contact with them and it fucking sucks. No matter how much you wish they would call or come over they can’t. I miss you so fucking much it left a hole in my chest and I can’t fix it. I don’t know how to miss you, I don’t deal with my emotions well and I can’t express my anxiety. I need you and you can’t be here
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You spend your whole life searching for who you are and one day you realize that you never had to look.
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Why is their no such thing as reverse racism or white fetishization. I worked hard born from poverty and earned what I got today through judgement cause where I work is no place for a women and people say it's cause I was privileged with a silver spoon. Saying how weak I am & I am un cultured and loose. easy to control. All white women are when you learn how to train one. But that's fine right because the hate I felt all my life, it's not real, since there's no such thing as reverse racism.
Anonymous
How is that our fault though? You do realize that fetishization of white women occurs because you’re the standard of beauty and womanhood. The fetishization of women of color and white women are not the same. ”Reverse racism” is white supremacy backfiring on you, your people are immensely infatuated with white supremacy to the extent of not only hurting people of color but yourself as well. If you want this to stop, stop your obsession with white supremacy and dismantle it. -G
“Your people”
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(via tooyoungtoknowabout)
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blua:
this is why she is the queen of genovia
this is why she is the queen of genovia
the fucking queen of genovia.
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I’m at the point where I really need someone to talk to but I want to be alone
